Khamoshi ehsaas hai....

Meri zindgi bhot se daur se guzri... 
khushi , gam, ansu, muskurahat, pyar, bewafai, dhokha...

Par ab.... bass khamoshi hai....

Ab har din mujhe aise bahot se log milte hain
jo is bheed me mujhe jakadna chahte hain,
apna bana chate hain,
apni milkiyat banana chahte hain....
Par aisa koi bhi nahi 
jo mere jism ki bajae meri rooh me jhhank sake...

Mere aas paas itne log hain, itna shor hai...
Par mere andar, bass sannata hai.... bass khamoshi hai....

Meri ankhen so jati hain
par mera dil jagta rahta hai,
taakta rahta hai andhere ko,
shayad ... ek din... inhi se nikalega
ek bichhda hua apna... 
jo mei rooh me jhhnakega
aur
meri zindagi me roshni bikherega....

Lonely emotions

As the night goes by,

I sit in the corner of my room,

sleepless, disturbed and stucked
into thousands of thoughts….

mumbling and thinking something,

wondering why, wondering how,

is life meant to be so confusing?

wishing for something,

that will shine a light at the darkness,

i stumble through this world;

Lost  somewhere in the middle,

thoughts echoing through a silent night,

wandering aimlessly, trying to find a meaning;

Emotions that nobody can see,

Emotions that nobody can feel,

Emotions trashed within;

As my heart screams for mercy,

my mind struggles to find a solution.

Alone and wishing for something,

Just want to wipe the slate clean and start afresh?