I can’t wait any more...

I have been waiting, longing and dying to see you,

yet i could not see you.

The sun rose for days and fell for nights,

yet i could not see you.

The seas and the oceans splashed and make waves,

yet i could not see you.

The cloud wept, wailed and the sun wiped its tears,

yet i could not see you.

The days suddenly woke up and ran like a golden athlete,

yet i could not see you.

The waiting, longing and dying developed into curious and nervous,

yet i could not see you.

All the weeks and the days,

i have waited, is about to evaporate.

Its only one and a half month, i havn't see you, 

seems in my eyes like billions of years.

But divergently, i have realized i can’t wait any more...

For it’s been 44 days of sunrise and fall, 

1,056 hours of O’clock(s) , 

63,360 minutes of time and 

38,01,600 seconds of great moments, 

And after these look over, i finally accord that

The waiting is over,

I can’t wait any more...

Life is not meant to be waited on,

It’s meant to be taken advantage of.

It’s a gift that shouldn’t be wasted or thrown away.

Every breath we take is a display of a miracle happening

So, I will not wait for the things to fall into my lap

The waiting is over,

I can’t wait any more...

I Hate You

And now onwards, i alwaz will....

Mile the jab pehli baar unse...

Mile the jab pehli baar unse,

ghabraye hue thode chup-chap se,

bechain the thode, thode se pareshan the,

apni halat pe hum khud bhi hairan the…

Unko dekha fir nigaho ne jab pahli baar,

kuchh ajeeb sa masoos kia, dil ne pahli baar,

Jhanka fir haule haule unki aur humne,

ek nayi lahar uthi ho jaise, dil me pahli baar…

baithe the chup-chap, nazro ko neeche jhukaye hue,

dhadkane thi tez, sanson ko kuch kaabo krte hue.

himakat dekhne ki unki aur dobara na humne ki,

par vo hame hi niharte rahe, thoda-thoda ghabraye hue…

Fir hua shuru daur, sawaal-jawaab ka...

Sabhi sawaal, yun jawaabon me ghulte rahe,

bas mai hi kahti rahi, aur vo sunte rahe,

har sawal pe voh yun muskura dete the...

baaton me ghuli hui us muskan ko hum, bas chunte rahe…

kuch der yun hi sath baithe, hui kuch baatein unke sath,

laga adhoore khwab honge poore ab unke sath,

kar dia tha unki nazaron ne hi, wada sath nibhane ka,

humne bhi us wakt ki dua, ab umar bitau mai unke sath…

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana

Sham savere the unke bahon ke ghere,

ban gaye hon jaise vahi dono jahan mere.

Unke pyar ne kar dia tha,

is kadar mujhe deewana.

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana...

Chale jate the office, kaise bitati thi mai din.

Unke bin har pal, na lagta tha mera dil.

Vo rokna unka rasta pyar se,

jab jab hota tha mausam suhana.

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana...

Besabri se karti thi intzaar,

ki jaldi se aajae shukrwaar.

Voh dheemi roshni me filmen dekhna,

Chida chida ke unko vo eclairs khana.

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana...

Foole gaalon ko unke yun zor se khinchna,

fir unhe has-has ke rasgulle bulana.

Unke lie kavitayen likhna,

roj naye naye tareekon se card banana.

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana...

Gud-gudi karna, thapkiyon se jagana,

saturday, sunday ko hota tha kitn mushkil uthana.

Paanch minute bol kar fir se so jana,

kitna achha th lagta, unhe mujhko satana.

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana...

Voh ghar se nikalna, hazaar kapde badalna,

makeup karna, de fir se mitana.

Ittraa ke puchhna fir, "kaisi lag rahi hu?"

unka mazaak me fir yun muh-chidana.

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana...

Baaton hi baaton me kbhi bad jati thi baaten,

ruthe rahte, na fir ek dusre se nazren milate.

Mujhe rota chodo jate, voh muh fer ke so jate.

Fir adhi ra ko vo unka, mujhe mana ka gale lagana.

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana...

Kbhi pyar se, sote hue unke mathe pe kiss krte.

unse jhhagad ke to hum, na jeete na marte.

Ghanton kandhe pe unke sir rakh ke rote,

unke bin aansuon  ka nhi ab koi thikana.

Shayad, fir laut ayega voh guzra zamana...

Tera Intzaar

Na chahte hue bhi aaj

sochnne par majboor hui

ki hum jab sath the

tab hi paida kya ye doori hui,

ab hum jahan hain aaj kya

usi ka natija ban kar rah gya hai…..

Jane anjane shayad kuchh

kah bhi na pai thi

tum bhi to

na the samjhhe

aur har unkaha shabd

dard ban kar rah gya hai…..

Har din tumari yaad,

har raat tumari yaad,

par tum bhi karte ho mujhe yaad

ke nahi,

yahi soch soch kr meri ankh ka

aansoo wahin jam sa gya hai……

Hazaaron ki ummeedon ka main

nanha sa ek bandh thi

kis kis ko tham ke chal pati.

Par ek jo tum sath hote to

har mushkil door ho jati.

Par tumne sath na dia aur

Yahi ab meri zindagi ka sbse bda,

sach ban kar rah gya hai……

Din beet gaye kitne,

par tumne na li koi khair khabar.

Jaise tod dia ho har rishta,

jaise na hota ab koi asar.

Par humare lie yadon ke kanch har tukda

khud ko satane ka zaria ban gya hai……

Hain tumara intzaar to hai,

hain aaj bhi tumse pyar to hai.

Par ab yuh rote rote na waqt bitana hai,

ab zindagi me aage bad kuchh kar dikhana hai.

Aur yahi lakshaya ab to

mere jeene ka sahara ban gya hai……

Maine dekha hai !

Kbhi khud ko anjano ki bheed me,

Kbhi bheed jaisa maahol

khud me umadte hue,

Maine dekha hai….

Deewar jaise rishton ko

samay ki andhiyon me

fisalti ret hote,

Maine dekha hai….

Dekho na itne dhyaan se in ankhon me,

Nazaren mili to hojaengi nam tumari ankhen.

So dard, hazaar ansoo, anginat lafz

Dabe hain yahan....

Dil ke tukde gar ginne nikloge,

To khud hi bikhar ke rh jaoge.

Shabdon me bayan na ho sake,

Us dastaan ka saaransh hai yeh.

Jahan log zamaanon ki tarah badal gae,

Aur badle zamanon ka hisaab nhi jahan.....

Har tooti muskurahat me,

Har dabi hasi me,

Meelon ka dard smaya hai.

Aur unhi logon, zamaanon aur muskurahton me

Barf se thande riston ko

Pani hote hue,

Maine dekha hai……

Maine dekha hai……